So I was actually about to go to bed cuz today’s been a hell of a long day.. but I was just like No. I have to write this first. Ibukun, the thing is no matter how many “thank you”s or “I love you”s I say, you would actually NEVER be able to know how much I appreciate all you did to make my birthday special and how blessed I am to have a friend like you. I literally woke up to those cupcakes. Like I was asleep and someone knocked on my door (with SO MUCH FORCE LOL!). I thought it was one of the RAs and I was wearing only shirt so I now had to start dressing up. I was even getting annoyed sef lmaoo, just for me to open door, and the girl was like “Are you Chioma?” And I was like “Yeah” and she was like “These are for you”. When I opened the first box and saw those LOVELY cupcakes, I could NOT believe it. Like Katie and I were so shocked and confused. Without tasting them, I could already tell they were scrummppptiousss, that’s how beautiful they looked. Who wakes up to beautiful cupcakes the size of her head?? Like I felt like my life was a movie! I had one for breakfast and for the first time in a loooong while, I did not even think or care about the calories. I just lost myself in the splendor of that glorious cupcake. Lol yes Kizzle, it was that deep. And then this night, after I came back from the restaurant, I opened the second box and I saw the gorgeous cake! (Imma send you pictures!) I feel like I would have guessed it was from you if I had opened that second box first cuz the cake had “Happy Birthday Mizzle” on it haha. Like I couldn’t even believe it. I was like God, what did I actually do to deserve such a sweet thoughtful person like Ibukun as a friend? Thank you soooo soooo much Kizzle. I love you. I know these don’t suffice but I shall say them anyways.
And the video you sent showing me the card and everything; the actual cutest! But Kizzle, why are you so amazing? Like all the way from Canada! Like you really did not have to do all these things but you still did! It’s mindblowing really. Sorry about all the hassle and wahala you had to go through with the perf and all. I’m more than grateful honestly. I (and all my friends over here) am still trying to understand how someone can be so thoughtful and awesome. Like Kizzle I don’t think you can understand how much it meant to me. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend, and for always being there to just gist with me and act stupid and go crazy with the emojis (Remember the toilet one, our BEST! Hahaha). Thank you for ALWAYS checking on me, being there for me, cheering me up when I’m sad, helping me relazz when I’m stressed out, and everything! I really really cherish our friendship and I thank God for skillfully placing you in my life; you are one of the silver linings of my Lag experience (remember our okada days hahaha). Thank you so much Ibukun! Love you so much girl; thank you for making my 18th so memorable! I love you Kizzle! Thank you so much Kizzlicious! I love you Kizzle of life! Thank youuuu! I love youuu! I know these still don’t suffice but I believe it is highly necessary that I say them anyways. xx
So I just watched the season finale of Revenge tonight and I’m just such a mess. That episode was too much for me. Every single minute of that two-hour episode was precious. So much tension, so much emotion, so much pain, tears, everything. I cried so much, like I actually surprised myself. This is not the first time I’m crying over tv though. I am a regular guy on that crying P lol, like when I get attached to a show, I get ATTACHED. For example, when I watch scandal, I BECOME Olivia Pope, like literally lol it’s insane. Sometimes, I tear up when sweet things happen (I loveee romance haha) or I shed silent tears when a character I like is crying or in pain or something. Like in Vampire Diaries, when Jeremy “died”, I b r o k e d o w n. Like the tears just kept dropping down my cheeks, but nothing has ever been as serious as today’s crying session. I was actually making sounds! Like those ugly crying sounds ahaha! I’m just happy Katie (my roommate) wasn’t around cause she would have been so scared LOL. I don’t know if it was because I was really tired and stressed out because of finals and all (Had three today and the first was at EIGHT AM), but I was SO unstable. And even till now, my mood is still very mellow. I have a slight headache due to crying and my eyes just look sad. I don’t even feel like joking with anybody, I just want to go to bed, but I can’t cuz I’m at work right now till 1:30. I planned to read for my ModCon final but I’ll just do that tomorrow cuz I’m not in a suitable state right now. I am actually not thaaat much of an emotional person, I promise! But these shows just always have a way of taking over my life! (Plus the fact that I just finished my container of garri 😦 )
I feel like I’m not crying just because of the show, but also because of the fact that there are actually people in the world that are going through these things at the moment. There are people like Jack that have lost everything and everyone. How does it feel to lose your wife AND your brother? How does one explain to his young child that he no longer has a mom and an uncle? There are people like Olivia Pope who can never be with the one they truly love (Yeah I know many people despise Olitz but you can’t tell me their love is not genuine. You just can’t). There are people like Stefan/Damon who would sacrifice everything for someone and yet, they forever remain an option. As for Emily *deep exhale*, I am so pained to see her hurt the way she does. She basically has no one and it seems like she doesn’t feel like she has anything to live for, so she thrives solely on her thirst for revenge. But as Aiden said, when she eventually gets her revenge, she wouldn’t find peace; just overwhelming emptiness. And then, there exist people like the Graysons that are so greedy and selfish and can go to any lengths to satisfy themselves and themselves alone. They lie, deceive, manipulate people and destroy lives. Yes I know these shows exaggerate these situations to some extent, but regardless, there are still actual people who go through these things, and it’s just sad to think about, you know. Oh well, I’m going to try to read for my ModCon final now. I mean, my parents didn’t send me to Emelica to watch feem atink? Bye bloggy (I’ll work on a better name for you later lol), goodnight! 🙂 x